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Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
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10:20 pm - Its been ages
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Its been so long since I've been on here so since Im bored I decided I should write something.
The holidays have started and I have two blissful weeks without my dad or brother, I sound mean I know, but I need the peace and quiet!
There are a few things I want to do during my time off such as sort out ALL of my Georgie stuff - its getting beyond a joke how much I have to sort out, write songs, play more piano, spend more time with my friends. The list goes on but I'm too lethargic to name it all.
I spoke to Lanna again today, she is just such a special person and I am truly honoured to know her. She sent me some great pics of her and I sent her some of me too. I desperately wish and pray that she gets better and stops having to suffer through this pain.
Theres not much more I feel like saying now but I promise I will post again in the near future
Tammy xx
current mood:  calm
current music: Delta darling!
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| Friday, April 30th, 2004
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4:23 pm - Emotional!
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Well yesterday it was three years since we lost our darling Little Nan. I cant believe its been so long since the last time Nan and I spoke, hugged or she kissed me on the hand the way she used to. I miss her terribly. Mum, Brody and I went out to the cemetery and left three artificial roses out there - one for every year we have missed her. We read a letter that Koedee left out there for Nan along with a picture of Nan's old pet cocky (Cocky Boy) and it was beautiful.
This Delta article in womens weekly has made me really emotional and I'm seeing Delta in a completely different way. Its also making me think about my own life and I think Im gonna look at Delta to inspire me when I get down or just plain shitty!
I got a new job yesterday : S At pizza hut if I can make it any worse! I really dont want a new job but if I want to be able to go and see my gorgeous Georgie and make lots of phone calls then I sort of have to. My damn phone thing is gonna get my in trouble one day (again)!!
Also last night Katie and I had a really great chat last night and we basically apologised for everything and decided we want to try and get our friendship back together. I think it will be hard but we had such a beautiful friendship and I think its worth saving. If your reading Katie - thanks for initiating this and I love ya lots!
I havent got much else to say so I may aswell go
Tammy xx
current mood:  Happy!
current music: Delta again!
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| Saturday, April 24th, 2004
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3:21 pm - Omg
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My brothers friend died yesterday... he had a brain tumour. They never even knew he had it til Wednesday and he died on Friday. He was only 12 years old. Even though I didnt really get along with him or talk to him much its really knocked me for six and I feel totally devastated. Heaps of people knew him so the whole town is in a bit of a state of shock.
Apart from that not much is happening. As usual Im being an obsessive nut and my cousin Josh got here today - he's staying at our place.
I havent got much else to say so Im going
Tammy xx
current mood:  shocked
current music: Predictable
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| Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
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11:54 pm - what a weekend - now Im totally blank
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I had the BEST weekend ever. I got to see my gorgeous Georgie again and it was better then last time. She recognised me straight away and I spent a lot of time talking to her and getting hugs and kisses from her too. She is such a gorgeous woman.
OMG how shit is it that she didnt get gold. She is definately the most deserving. At least Delta didnt win but my god Georgie is forever better then Rove.
Im now feeling really blank and bored. After having such a brilliant weekend its weird to be back bumming around watching tv and surfing the net - i wanna be back with Bee and Georgie!
I havent got much else to say really. Poppy apparently doesnt have stomach cancer - not that I actually knew that he might have it in the first place! Im sick of being kept out of things.
Tammy xxx
current mood:  blank
current music: Delta Goodrem's album
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| Wednesday, April 14th, 2004
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6:04 pm
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The first thing I have to say is - I'M SO BLOODY EXCITED! - the logies is on in only 4 days and I get out of the hell hole called Alice Springs in two. The best thing would definately be seeing Bee and the other girls and of course GEORGIE! The only bad thing is that some people who came last year cant be there this year and I love everyone from last year (minus Brooke!) so its a bit of a whinge factor. We will all have a great time and Im getting articles and photos off Lis on the Saturday so thats a small bonus.
Today so dragged on at school. I have a new teacher because our really good teacher left at the end of last term and this one just drowns on like some bloody weather reporter! During recess and lunch however Heather and I made ourselves entertained by the new computers in our main classroom!! Thank god we finally got them.
I really havent got too much more to say apart from today I think I sort of bonded with one of the new baby birds, it sounds stupid I know but its really tame already and it only just came out of the nest... Im calling it speckles.
current mood:  hyper
current music: Put a little bit of love in your heart
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| Monday, April 12th, 2004
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10:10 pm - Bitch day
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Today is the day that my brother got home from his trip to Darwin for basketball and I realised that quite frankly that my parents generally care more about him then they ever will me. When I go away and then arrive back its like "oh its you - great" I dont feel like I belong in this family and when push comes to shove they would all be happier if I was out of the picture. I cant be who they want me to be and I have no intention to live for them.
This new tv week will depress me totally, I can tell before I even get it. I dont want Terri to get with Jack, I dont want her with anyone actually and its going to tear me apart. Speaking of the tv week - I hate this fucked up town, I really do. Why is it me that has to miss out on everything because I live in a dick head town with a family who hates me and friends who piss me off. If I dont get it asap tomorrow there will be HELL to pay.
Apart from all that bitching I dont have anything to say so I shall go and kill my dickhead computer which adds a lot to my shits of the day.
Mwah!
xx(T)(A)(M)(M)(Y) xx
current mood:  bitchy
current music: Very sad but its ABBA
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